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Wednesday, April 15, 2026

the early bird gets the worm?

while i was laying in bed this morning, i checked indeed on my cell phone and some clinic replied to one of my receptionist applications requesting an interview. i replied and said, "sure, i can do an interview." then they requested next week on a day that i generally don't have anything scheduled, so i said i could interview then and they scheduled a time with me. in the back of my mind, i hope to get a job before the job interview next week for the product demonstrator job- even though there's a good chance the product demonstrator job won't hire me either because i'm not in the physical condition they're looking for or some other excuse. i'm not sure if my job coach just scheduled me for that interview as a product demonstrator because she thought it was easy and any stupid person could do it, so she assumed they'd hire me and i'd be satisfied (being a crash dummy like person to demonstrate the products are actually functioning and/or taste good- i really have more ambition and capability than that shit.. so it irritates me that she doesn't consider what I as a client want to do with her damn life- just so it looks like SHE is actually doing her job finding ME jobs- whether or not it's something I want to do.. who cares though! i'm disabled! i should be happy they're actually paying me! *rolls eyes* who cares if i could be doing better things to make me look more qualified to work jobs that actually PAY to work). i did find my questions that i'm supposed to ask during interviews to remind and help me on interviews this morning though. hopefully i'm prepared because i didn't get to meet with my job coach yesterday because she was sick. i can't really think of anything else i need for an interview though.

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